What's in my head ...?

       This is my very first time writing here, on a piece of virtual paper,. ;)) This will be an open book for me. I got tons of thang in my head,. that i need to take it out,.. but right now, i have no one to talk about it (ya,.. i'm a typical person whom get relieved with talking :D ) beside,.. i don't think i can talk about this issue to anyone,.. even to a person that close to me.. i mean,.. what will they think about me..?(Are you losing your head???) and,. they won't talk honest.. (ya,, they afraid if they will hurt ma fragile feeling~~ lol) they just being protective.. but.. how long this should last...?


          .....there is a saying that goes like "..beauty is on the eye of the beholder..." .........


              Never expect others to see like what we saw,.. never expect others to listen to what we heard,.. They see the same thing like us, but they might have different understanding on what they saw..


So....

                            WHAT'S THE ISSUE ACTUALLY ?


           why do i'm here..up writing on this hour..? :P

ya,. i gat thing in my head..
again,
i gat thing in my head....
it wont get off from my head...
yeye.....








what is it.. ? what is it that bother me so much...? :<